Monday, May 20, 2013

Gathering Storm

I'm taking a moment for myself today. It's something I'm good at. Taking a minute. Uno Momento. The situation is getting uncomfortable for me. The plan was to continue my story today. The one detailing the inappropriate game that was played between myself and my stepfather when I was 8 years old. It's a difficult story to remember, much less, graphically describe to others.

The emotions surrounding this event were life changing.

I feel like I have a lump in my throat. I want to just spit it out, but I can't just yet today. I'm not ready, but the pressure is on, and building.

I will finish it. I can do this. I have to pull myself together, batten down the hatches for the gathering storm. My heart is an ocean. It's tumultuous and the tempest is rising. The beast is awakening, and there's no turning back now. I'm going to have to fight it with all I have, and I must prepare myself.

k.

"What an excellent day for an exorcism." ~ The Exorcist 1973

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  1. UnknownMay 21, 2013 at 4:05 AM

    Release the Kracken! LOL, But seriously if you aren't ready to fully share we will understand. We love and support you dear, and I just want to tell you how brave and wonderful you are to have gotten this far! Not everyone understands, believe me.

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  2. Candy GodivaMay 21, 2013 at 6:06 PM

    Thank you Angelique. :) I released it just now. I feel about a mega-ton lighter. Now once I finish pulling all the pieces of this story together, I can move on to a few lighter topics. Whew! :D
    <3

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